LOL well, it has been a long time since the last time I updated this blog. I found that I actually said this sentence for times, as I always forgot about my blog. Sorry, bloggy. Do you mind me to call u bloggy? Since you can't talk so I'll take it as YES :3
By the way, since it's end of 2013 soon, let's talk about MY 2012 & 2013! For me, this two years were tough years. Mostly because of my studies and some random stuff.
As you all know, I had to face a major exam this year, which is what we called as SPM. Just finished the whole test today, officially. I personally thought that mid-term and trial is much stressful compare to this SPM. As I told myself not to relax especially during trial, not only to get excellent result, but also to make ppl not to look down on me. For your information, I was in a relationship since last year November and most of my friends and classmates knew about it, except for my family (ofcourse, dude.). I still remember what my mum told me, not to couple during secondary school or you will drop in your result, this is a principle that everyone know. I guess I'm stubborn, so I try hard studying to prove that I would never drop even I have a boyfriend. Guess I was quite stupid and childish lol (but im still childish now). So yea, forcing myself to get high marks so people would not think that I'm so easy to get beaten by 'first love' is very stressful, until SPM period, I started to be lazy as I thought that I had been studying.
Then, I start making problems in the school. Firstly, we get scolded by teachers because my gang (we called our gang as Strawberry Boat. lol) were not paying attention in class and playing around with our assignments. After that, I hugged with my boyfriend in the classroom without realising there was a discipline teacher 'stalking' at us, it was the first time I got into discipline room with such serious case lol. Then, my bestie (she's an egg, if you believe me, because egg does not have a brain) started to be annoyed about my relationship and complained that I changed a lot. And at the same time, I had arguments with my boyfriend about I'm sticking with my friends instead of him. Ahhhh HEADACHE
This was the mask we did last year and we wore it during recess (for one day), then it became an excuse for our English teacher to scold us for playing around with our assignment (Sorry, Puan Vijaya, for being playful and lazy students lol)
Anyway, we broke up last month. Sometimes I think that it's better not be too persistent on something until you make yourself stressed up, unhappy or whatever. Because in the future when we look back, those are just some tiny little problems. I was stressed up last year August as that time I might lost a good friend (my admirer lol) because I told him I like his best friend (I cried for few days lol). Then this best friend and I get together, and now we broke up. Now, when I look back, everything is still the same, I'm still single and enjoy my school life with friends, it's like everything went back to the starting point. I'm not saying that those memory is not important, but I don't really understand why I have to do so much things at the beginning, since it's gonna be the same in the end.
Maybe I was wrong. If I did not get into a relationship, my memory will be different. I might having fun everyday and don't give a shit on those stupid result. But I'm quite comforatble now, since everything could not be changed, so I think I'll just enjoy my school life memory.
Started to be bored eh? Me either. So I should stop now. By the way this blog is no more ilovegdulovegdwelovegd.blogspot anymore. I don't want my friends to see this post, especially him. Btw I think I post some handi-craft stuff here after I did something during this holiday. IT'S GONNA BE LEGEN-wait for it because im excited about my holiday to be productive-DARY.
This is me, laughing awkwardly (I was trying some random skirts. nice eh?). And I changed my name to taroduck_qing lol
KTHXBAI :3 (sorry for grammar mistake btw)
