I'm gonna miss my untidy+ugly teeth next year!

Haiz.. I'm gonna look for dentist this December end. It should be a good news but I'm so scared now... >< WHY MUST THOSE PEOPLES WHO KNOW THAT I WANNA WEAR BRACES KEEP ON TELLING ME MAKING BRACES IS PAINFUL??? ><

T^T I'm so afraid when i need to suffer agony for weeks and I couldn't eat any nuts anymore.. I'm really gonna miss those tasty but hard honey macadamia a lot!!>< But I hate this ugly teeth very VERY MUCH! Especially when I'm looking at myself on the mirror and I laughed suddenly, and these two rows of teeth make me feel ugly and weird-.- And I'm so jealous of G-DRAGON! Why is he still so good-looking and handsome and cute even he has a wide smile? Why I look like a crazy girl when I smiled? WHY?!

WHY?!! Why are you so cute when you are laughing?

LOL Should stop fangirling now. Or those who dislike kpop will hate me a lot.. xD
So, conclusion : GD has a nice and tidy teeth so I'm jealous of him. That's why I wanna wear braces so desperately. lol this conclusion is lame. xD