I'm all alone, all alone, I'm all alone...

If you ask me about how is my Form-4 life.
I would tell you that it is freaking bad and suck!
Well, yes, it is.
But I wonder that is it my school lousy,
or I'm just born to be so unlucky.

Well, I'm currently in 4 Angsana now,
which is the class that everyone says it's the best class.
If you wanna listen to my opinion,
I would tell you that it is very lousy.
The WORST CLASS I HAD IN MY LIFE.

Yes, is the worst class.
I wished for everyday since a week before the school start,
so that I wouldn't get into 4 Angsana.
I don't know why, I just don't wish to go 4 Angsana.
Guess what? I cried after I get to know that I'm in 4 Angsana

Did you ever went into a classroom that is so far away from other same-form-classes?
Did you ever went into a classroom that is so dark, even with the lights on, and surrounded by trees and make you feel like you are camping inside the jungle?
Did you ever done your artworks or whatever in the class which you have never been done before as you are too bored in the class alone?
Did you ever feel so alone that everyone has their own partner except for me?
Did you ever feel so helpless when you are not in the situation but no one would tell you what to do?
But that's not the worst thing I had.

That's not the reason for me to cry.
But when you know that all of your close friends could be in the same class except for you,
and you have no partner in your new class for maybe two years.
It's like the whole world left you alone,
and all the friends that close to you can life happily even without you

You might not be understand as well.
Because you are not me, you don't know how important are best friends to me.
I could be crazy and messing around when my friends are there.
But without friends, I'm nothing at all.
I wouldn't speak or do whatever I wish to do.

Well, it's ok..
I have taken the form today.
And I would appeal to get into sub science
and I could same class with Jeanette
At least I'm not in 4 Angsana anymore...